Im tired of living.
Don't call it a suicide note(even though it may lead to one). Call it SOS. Or a cry for help. Because thats what this is.
No one probably will read this because, you know, nothing I create ever gets attention(DeviantART not included, I know im never on here) but im just tired of living. People are pieces of shits, my grandfather passed away last night and my parents are still fighting and nothing looks permanent. Every good thing seems to bring a thousand deaths to my own soul and the things that did bring me relief make things worse. Im in an awful situation where everything I do makes me feel even more depressed.
My dad never talks to me neither do some of my siblings. Everything is just shit and im tired of it. Everyone I come to meet and love ends up drifting apart. (Absol, Reens, Tesla, Susan, Dash, Sigma, Oneheart[yes, I haven't forgotten her.] and many others...) So if everyone I love drifts apart(whether it's their fault or mine, mostly mine, honestly.), my dad and siblings hat